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Damn haven't updated in a while....guess I've just been too busy this whole semester. Thank GOD it's over. Just finished my last exam an hour ago and it feels gooood. Granted I know I didn't get a 4.0 like I was unrealistically expecting to, it's all good cuz I know I did the best I could.

Damn this semester went by so fast....I guess that's college for you. You get so caught up in school and work that time just flies by. I actually know what ppl mean now when they say that "college files by". It's weird though cuz I don't feel old even though I'm a senior and all. Maybe it's cuz I'm not actually graduating this year...hehe. I don't see what the big deal is wit graduating anyway....I mean no shit it's important but why is everyone in such a rush to graduate? I could technically graduate if i took classes over spring and summer but then what would I do? I feel like everyone and their mom has a bachleor's degree now. No offense to those who are graduating but I'm terrified that I'm gonna graduate and spend like a year or so looking for a job. Maybe it's cuz I don't feel ready to go out in the real world yet...maybe it's cuz it's so competitive here that I feel like I'm at the bottom of the barrel...I dunno. But it's not like I'm just taking my sweet time or trying to make myself feel better for not graduating on time. I'm going to get a couple certifications over spring n' summer and get some work experience while I'm at it so I atleast have something more to bring to the table when I'm looking for a job than just a bachelor's degree, some non-relevant work experience and "President of Lambda Phi Epsilon" ....bros know what i'm talking about. You guys know you put that shit on your resume!

On a much less sour note I'm gonna be in HK in 3 days!!! Can't friggin' wait. Gonna party like there's no tmrw. It's about time... Been like a year and a half...

An here's some overdue pics from Psi Installs...congrats to Sideshow Mel, Camp Jim, Blankman, Butterz and Kleenex.

Safety and his kids

Me,helen,melissa,glitch,monica,do hyun n' poochoo

Lion line....our numbers are dwindling

Xi Chapter...yeh yeh.

Slowly getting fuct up....

Glitch, MSU Neos....Good shit guys(Blackout,Knuckles,Bebop&Rocksteady),Me

helen,monica n' me being silly.

Hehehe....Kleenex lookin good and glitch. My contribution is on his forehead....

Things on my mind in order of importance.....

Homework for my 12 credits of class

Make enough money to pay back my $1300 maxed out credit card bill

Get prepared for the Job Fair in 2 weeks to hopefully find an internship/co-op this summer

Get straight A's in all my classes (One can dream...:oP) so I can graduate with a half-decent GPA

Find a girlfriend

Quitting smoking

There's prob a couple more but that's the jist of it. Now I kind of have an idea of what my priorities in life are right now. The funny thing is I guess I'll never have peace of mind cuz the last two are the hardest if not impossible to accomplish. Will I ever have a time in my life when I'll have no worries? Nothing to think about or tasks to accomplish? I wonder what it would feel like to have that. To have nothing in the world to have to worry about. I wonder if that's even what I want.

I mean there's nothing more satisfying than achieving something in life. If life was easy where would the satisfaction be, right? The most satisfying feeling in the world is when you get something you worked really hard for whether it be a girlfirend or school or that perfect job. I guess after that it's just about finding the next thing to do. The next thing to achieve or work for cuz the time when you have nothing to do is the time you'll be the most depressed. Happiness doesn't last forever. It takes constant work to stay happy. I guess that's something I've come to realize. I can't expect to stay happy cuz I'm never satisfied with what I have. Whatever I do or have or get I'll always want something more cuz once I get where I want to be I'll always want to take that extra step whatever it may be. Ramblings......

Anyway, for those of you who missed are car show check this out:

http://www-personal.engin.umich.edu/~jefchan/carshowWide.jpg 

and some more pics since I haven't updated in a while:

Enron,glitch, me and gordo

me,glitch,noflo n' barf at the car show

Me, random girl 1, my bro, random girl 2, huanita on my last nite in cali over summer. We met these 2 girls who were mad chillz at this bar and we decided to go salsa dancing. Yup, I learned...sorta how to dance salsa that nite.

Been reminiscing about HK lately...dying to go back in XMAS...this is our old raving crew...ah the good old days..

peggy, me and jill...last summer...

ravin, ravin...julz, mo, me, michelle n' herman...miss you guys.

this pic always cracks me up...me, my best friend mo and 'ah lewis'....

Fuck gotta stop remiscing and get my ass to work....homework, credit card, school, job the list never ends....when will I ever get to the last two???